Greetings and happy new/now year!
A year has ended, a year of tremendous growth and transformation, radical sudden changes with a lot of valuable lessons and great moments. Now, 2016 is here.
At present time there is a cycle of rebirth that will last as long as the person needs it to last. This is an individual gateway, but it’s inevitably interconnected to the collective consciousness, therefore becoming what I call a “theme.” This theme will build up in intensity until the spring equinox.
What you shone the light on, is now of the past, it’s old. It’s time to put the old, the past to rest. Whatever remnants, residual we still carry needs to be transformed from our fields. During the next moments we will be doing that and we will be accomodating in our newly aquired skin.
Over the past couple of days, I’ve had some overwhelming emotions of frustration, sadness and constantly overthinking last year. What I wanted to do and how life turned out, what I accomplished and what I didn’t, doubting my choices and decisions, then I just started feeling sorry for myself and I was like “Oh, there we go again!.” Silly thing to do, all this overthinking, but I don’t shy away from moments like these, as overthinking means the mind is clogged up and the energy just felt suffocating. Overthinking has its purpose, which I will explain and contrary to popular beliefs, it’s helpful in some ways. Its purpose diminishes when we create or feed the overthinking mind constantly. That’s a no no.
We tend to push these emotions and thoughts away, never really feeling or thinking them, but they are still there. I understand why we have those tendencies, we all want to be happy happy, joy joy, right? But it’s moments like these that are eventually giving us wings. They are to be honoured as part of our current human experience and evolution. We are evolving through them. Mostly, it’s not about “calming the mind,” “shutting down the chatter,” yada yada. It’s about why is it there in the first place? What’s interfering with our harmonious state of being?
Eventually, I sat with myself and felt, reflected and made peace with the past and with everything that happened and did not happen. Not the easiest task, I must say, as I was flooded with emotions, but the most soul rewarding nonetheless. I understood what I needed to integrate, as a wave of clarity swept over me. I also understood that all that frustration, sadness and anxiety just needed to be felt and released to make room for the “new” light. As juvenile as it seems, in the moment I couldn’t help feeling like I’m failing at something, like I’m doing something wrong or have done something wrong. It was clearly not the case, as all is as it’s supposed to be, but part of me felt like it, so it was magnified for me to face it and transform it.
My higher self assured me through visions that I’m fine, that everything that happened was always in alignment with my highest good and everything will be just fine. I know that 99,9% of the time, I integrated that inner heart knowing deeply as it allows me live fearlessly, but the rest of that time I’m like “What’s my life ? And what the hell is going on?” So, it’s always good to receive confirmations. This is the purpose of the chatter, of overthinking mind and overwhelming lower vibrational emotions – to guide us to the root of discomfort, of the deeper, most likely subtle, but very important old programs that need to be brought to light.
This release was followed by a high heart activation, which was strongly felt right on the New Year’s Eve. That was not easy on the chest, but necessary to upgrade and expand that specific heart vortex, strongly connected to the light body.
I’m quite sure many have had similar experiences during this period, so know it’s alright and nothing’s wrong, but the opposite.
The new you is ready to emerge. Let it. It might not always feel pleasant, but most of the time it comes with a sense of renewal, peace, freedom and childlike enthusiasm.
As this new year begins, let’s start it with a refined focus on what’s really important to you and for you. Energy flows where attention goes. Focus was and is still a trying facet for me, with so many distractions and too many things going on on many levels of our existence, but distractions never last long and, eventually, I always get back my focus, thankfully. I found that focus synergizes perfectly with relaxation. I think these are the magical “ingredients” to accomplishing greatness, which everybody is capable of. Relaxation in whichever form is not only healing in essence, it also facilitates the whispers of Spirit to come through more clearly with heightened intuition and wisdom. It is then that the gateway to the Soul Source is most open.
Bottom line is: Things might not always be easy, but do we want them to be easy? Wouldn’t that be minimizing our potential, growth and expansion?
So, let this be a year of complete surrender to what is, of love, peace, freedom, joy and chocolate, lots of chocolate!
And it will be so, because we make it happen.
Thanks for reading,
Love and Light,