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Where Are All Those Miracles I Was Expecting ?!

The latest light waves have left many in either a blissful state of being or a miserable state of mind. There have been many talks about September 28th, from conspiracy theories to other sensational stories. The miserable state of mind comes from fear or expectations that lead to dissappointment, it’s pretty much the same. Also, from placing our focus outside of ourselves.

Many talk about not seeing things happening, or not happening as fast as they want to, or exactly how they planned it in their minds and then get frustrated with themselves or start blaming the government or God or whoever, but forgot that they, themselves, are creators of that which they experience. And we are also responsible for the way we respond or react to everything.

But, you see, all these important powerful events, all this light coming in is destined to bring great change and it is so, however they will not bring change FOR you, but THROUGH you. The dissappointment comes from expecting miracles outside of yourself, or passivity. That is a choice. There is also the choice of not only participating in the change, but proactively create it. The highest most profound way of participation is through your BEINGness, with your aware divine human state of being, your authentic Soul essence self – simply being yourself. The proactive creation is when you let that Soul essence emerge to the surface and completely unify with your human self, with each and every atom of who you are now – letting your essence reflect in all your actions. The harmonious balance of that is called being an ascended master. Only an overall blissful state of being can come as an outcome of that balance.

All choices, decisions, ways of being are respected and honoured, it is just a matter of taking responsability for your own, discerning which ones are most suitable to you and really simply becoming clear with what you want to create for yourself and how you want to create yourself. The Path of the Heart is about divine remembrance, self-discovery, but also about creating ourselves as human beings through the essence of our Soul.

As always, it all begins within. You might have to reflect on whether or not you are loving yourself enough to become the highest aspect of yourself you can be, in the highest state of being. I say that because only when we truly love ourselves, we want what’s best for us. It takes commitement, dedication and a genuine self and selfless sense of divine service. As contradictory as that might sound, there needs to be a balance between self and selfless service, going to the extreme of either one of them is unhealthy.

The miserable state of mind, some are experiencing as a result of so much light coming in, could also happen because of what many call “shadow work” , ” dark nights of the Soul” moments/ releasing density. This is either triggered by ourselves or through our relationships, which are at the end of the day an extension of ourselves, mirrors.

Know this is a necessary process that serves us well, it is as normal as it can be and you are not alone, many are being asked to embrace, love, accept and transcend the “shadow self. ” and all aspects of ourselves that have not yet been merged within ourselves.

However, is important not to attach ourselves to this shadow work process, let it unconsciously define who we are in the Now and hold us stuck in the miserable state of mind. Instead learn to flow through it with grace, by adopting a childlike attitude. I have written about adopting a childlike attitude before, I don’t want to sound like a broken record, but I feel very much guided to remind us of this approach. Because, when we adopt a childlike attitude, “shadow work” becomes a child’s play, literally. When you lose some of the seriousness, it is so much easier to just flow with grace through anything you choose to experience and grow from, no matter how serious it might seem in the moment.

Seeing the bigger picture will also help, but the childlike implies a lot less overthinking and overanalyzing and a lot more acceptance and surrender to what is. The childlike aspect of ourselves is the purity and grace of the Higher Self.

Practice patience by being in the Now. In the Now we can only be patient, because we are not waiting for anything, we are not waiting for the future, we are not placing our focus on future events, because we know the Now is all there is, we know we can only create in the Now. Things are not happening as fast as we might want in the outer, but exactly how they should, when they should and for many reasons and they all lead to yours and All’s highest outcome. Just think about how chaotic everything it would be if everything in the outer would change in the blink of an eye. Everything would be a lot more chaotic and we would’ve missed the point. The point is that it is not where we are headed, it’s about how we get there and what we are experiencing.

Just like the famous quote says: “It’s not about the destination, it’s about the journey.” 

Bottom line is: don’t expect miracles – create them and be One. Allow them to reveal themselves to you and be open to seeing them. They are everywhere around us.

 Happy Thursday!

And thank you for reading,

Love and Light,

Eddie