You hear about past life reincarnation and all sorts of tales of the soul, but isn’t until you see for yourself – when you relive in your own mind and emotions, and when you have the feelings come back – that you will be able to believe in what happened. Once you experience it for yourself then there is no denial. Still, processing it all can be quite challenging and overwhelming.
Life can be already quite confusing by dealing with the trivial interactions and exchanges of experiences we are constantly learning about everyone, every minute of every day. Add a past life to it and watch the steam go up in the cauldron.
I didn’t know what to expect when I got into this past life regression with Lorraine Flaherty. We interviewed her and spoke about herwork in this article: The Soul Detective. So, it was very exciting when we scheduled our session and I was about to jump into the mystery of self and figure out some of my own issues. I sure wasn’t expecting what happened.
I’m still processing the whole thing and not trying to rationalise the whole experience, although the word rationalise doesn’t really apply well in this experience.
Firstly we discussed my intention, in this case to find out more about my soul mission and what I’m supposed to be doing in this life, and in which direction should I be going, etc.
While talking about the intention, she asked some questions which revealed some areas in which I am constantly challenged. That highlighted my issues around trust and the fact I couldn’t really trust males. In fact, a bigger aspect was directly reflected to the fact that, for some reason, I felt I couldn’t trust myself. So that was the main theme around the inability of having healthy romantic relationships – Trusting in myself first and foremost.
After being in a trance, the first thing we must do is to make sure there isn’t any attachment to one’s energetic field. Make sure it’s only you there and no other energies.
I wasn’t prepared to find out there were about 4 children attached to me, and I wasn’t prepared to consciously meet each and every single one of them and to see how they each died. It was very hard to let go of them. But Lorraine has this amazing way of working and bringing them back to their loved ones in the astral plane, so the joy of experiencing that was very rewarding. I’ve decided to write about this in a separate article; please see the link to the article here: Dealing With Attachments and understanding how you are responsible For Them.
Once your energy field is clear, you are ready to time travel and explore your own journey.
I was taken to a portal and was recharging. I felt like I was home and at ease. When she asked me where I was, the first word that came to mind was “Heaven”. I could speak with everything telepathically; the trees, animals, even the air. I felt everything because I was everything, and at the same time I was still me, or the essence of me.
In this amazing world I started speaking with a little blue bird. I was told I was about to go somewhere and suddenly I was floating into another body in London in either 1837 or 1937, I’m still not quite clear of the year. She asked me what my name was and I said Ramona.
The pain was terrible; the discomfort the agony. The first thing I saw was my dead body on the streets and people spitting and kicking it. I can’t say it was easy. It was a shocking experience and very emotionally overwhelming. I discovered I was a prostitute and was strangled to death. But I also found out how I got to that place, what life lesson I was meant to work with in that lifetime, and how I had failed on it. In fact I had to work on that lesson many life times. Here is the video with parts of the regression and what happened.
This experience was truly something unique. I got to heal so many aspects of myself, and of my old dead body – which reflected in my current body. I got to heal aspects of my soul family and understand why I couldn’t trust others in the past, nor trust myself. I also got to terminate old karmic contracts and re-write new ones valid for this life.
The basic lessons and main theme of my past lives revolved around being able to fully and unconditionally love myself and others. Even if I was left alone or betrayed by them. Now that the lesson has been learned, I could make new history and decide what is to come in the present lifetime.
The best part of the whole experience was being able to understand the interconnection with previous lives’ patterns and to meet people whom are members of my soul family. To know some people in my life have been present in past lives and that we have been working together in karmic lessons, and to know how this process works and how much healing is available when you are willing to look into it and surrender to it.
There were also wonderful blissful moments where I felt full unconditional love from source energy and I returned to my soul essence. It was hard to keep track of my body because I was only light and energy I had returned to be frequency and melted into all there is. I can’t describe it into words. But I imagine it’s like being pure soul essence again.
I guess this experience has given me so much understanding of myself and how my emotional body reacts to certain situations, how much more there is to life, how everything is truly timelessly connected, and how much work we ,as humans, have done up to the present time.
Thank you for reading,
Love and Light,