Category Archives: Personal Quests

Twin Flame Connection: What Happens When You Meet Your Counterpart In The Physical Reality

There are different levels of soul connections. Some call it soul mate and others twin flames; some of these connections are non romantic but yet are very important for our development.

However, there is one type of twin flame, the romantic one, which carries the highest frequency of all, and it’s unquestionably the most intense experience one can ever have with another human being.

As humans, we all have this deep in our DNA, encoded from the beginning of our race. When the Lemurian beings, whom were androgynous, decided to experience love and physical feelings they split their soul into two, becoming male and female. So, this blue printing is genetic as well as spiritual. We deeply long to connect with our counterpart.

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The need to find and connect with your counterpart is encrypted in our DNA from the beginning of humanity.

Many search for this, and many times the connection only happens in the spiritual level; as both souls may not be incarnated in physicality. However, when it does happen in real life, you can be prepared for the craziest, scariest, hardest, most joyful, and wonderful experience of your life.

I’m only starting to understand this as I myself have come to find my romantic twin flame in the physical world.

The energy is nearly unbearable, it is too strong, and nothing can be rationalized. The sense of Self is questioned, and a feeling of constant ego death is constantly hunting you and pushing all your limits. It’s nearly like being asked to die and be reborn every day. Let go of everything you thought you were, and give it all away to whatever is coming next.

You will notice some cycles of emotions flowing daily, and at this point I can say you have to learn how to run around the cycle until you are aware enough to stand in the middle and not engage with the negative emotions just being able to release them.

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The sun and the moon are twin flames symbols , eternal love .

So here are some practical things you might want to know about this energy:

The Cycle of Looking Into Your Own Soul

Wow, even while writing it, it sounds absolutely unbelievable. I never knew you could look into your own soul when connecting with someone else. It’s basically so intense that the energy takes over control of your whole being. So, you need to be aware of this power and treat yourself with kindness and love, and explain to all aspects of your Self that it’s fine and perfect, and allow yourself to live it.

The Cycle is practically like this – Love, Excitement, Anxiety, Panic, Sadness, Compassion.

Love : In the Love part of it, everything is the most enjoyable, perfect, pure way It feels like you never left the person and you are one; your energies are totally merged and balanced, and you complete each other equally in a non-dependable way, but on a infinite bounding that is the most familiar, save wonderful thing. We thrive on each other’s light, bathing in their energy, which is part of your blueprint. You have total trust and faith in the relationship, and nothing could separate you, not even death.images (8)

Excitement: After the love comes the excitement of having found this person and how wonderful things are, and how you want to kiss the whole world and spread love around it. You want to serve and be of use for the universe, you feel in sync and everything is heightened.  The joy pours out of you and surrounds everything you connect with or see. And even just on a vibrational level you bring out the best in everyone, and everything around you changes into the rainbow frequency. This is the highest of the frequencies, and can be overwhelming as it carries so much light.

Anxiety:  After joyfulness begins the work of clearing out old aspects of self.  The fear comes in as you realise there are no certainties in the world, and you also realise how hard it is to surrender to the feeling. You start to lose the sense of individual identity and become anxious and overwhelmed with the love you feel for this person. None of it is logical but is emotionally based, independent of the actual reality. Some cellular memories get triggered, and deepest insecurities also rise.  The questioning is endless and consumes your energy .You then start to move immediately into the next stage.

Panic: At this stage, you feel threatened and not sure of anything, and the feelings are so overwhelming that you can only think about pushing everything as far away from you as possible. You want to run and blame all the emotions on the external world; you can’t handle the light and the frequency, so you lower into this stage as a strategic move to balance. This is when Ego is fighting its best to keep a sense of individuality and to protect you from getting hurt or denying the truth of complete unity with the cosmos. Once that’s done comes the next.tumblr_nalvwbYZgU1ttzaedo1_r1_500

Sadness: After being in panic and pushing the love of your life away with all your strength, the immediate sadness takes over as you are unsure that the panic stage will actually take away the intensity of the energy. The energy changes into sadness, bringing again the longing and need to re-connect with your other half, and that’s when ego tries again to fight, because the sadness asks for you to surrender and let go of any preconceptions or sense of right or wrong. In this stage, you are asked to look into your divinity and connect with it.

Compassion: I’m at this stage; you put yourself into second and really just focus on the understanding and being compassionate of your other half with no judgments. You are able to forget all the previous stages and surrender into unconditional love to protect and cherish the other above your own needs. With that said, it’s your deepest need, at a soul level. While embracing this process, you realise how this person is a total reflection of you, and how their polarities and imperfections are a reflection of your soul as well as their light being the same light that you carry within. It takes you into the understanding of your own divinity, surrendering to the light of universal love through pure compassion and forgiveness.images (7)

Then be prepared to ride it all again, put back on your rose-tinted glasses, tighten your seat belts and get right on it.

This cycle is both very unpleasant and the most wonderful thing at the same time. It is so intense, and you have to hold on tight because it feels like walking on the edge.

Eventually, you should start getting used to the high frequencies of this energy and start to get more stable. Doing inner work over and over again until you are ready to enjoy this union fully and then start serving its purpose.

There is a reason twin flames come together, the work related to it is beyond my understanding at this stage, but I’m sure it will reveal itself soon as we both work with this energy.

My advice is just be gentle with yourself, loving with yourself, and surrender to the magic, surrender to the light, and no questioning: just be it. No expectations of the outcome, no control, just love and understanding.

Thank you for reading,

Love and Light,

Sabrina Santos

 

 

Meeting Your Twin Flame – The Task Of Knowing And Trusting In Whatever Will Be

Hawaiian Journeys Of The Heart

Some of us have heard of this term,Twin Flame. I’m still wrapping my head around it, because I really don’t know how this whole past life connection actually turns out to be in real life.

I’m a true romantic. I never hold back, and never withhold what my heart commands me to feel. This is definitely a new way of being. Although in the past I have been impulsive and have made bad choices based in all sort of mind assumptions, listening to my heart and only my heart is a way of being I’m yet to get used to.

It’s hard work not to let fear and the mind games you play endlessly against yourself get in the way of how you truly feel about someone. It’s hard enough figuring out how to live and let live when you have a strong connection with someone. Even harder is when you meet someone and realise you already played some loving role with them in the past.

It’s overwhelmingly confusing to allow just the now to tell you how you feel. It’s nearly impossible to control your heart aches and longing when you know and have seen the past and how much you once already loved someone.

Even more crazy is how the universe puts you ,once again, in front of this person. How the cosmos brings you in front of each other to find out what is hidden within,  to learn more about the mystery of Self.

I guess this time I’m a little luckier, because at last I understand more about hell and heaven than I used to. Awareness is in place and I can acknowledge karmic connections and how soul recognition works. It’s all very “intellectualized”, and people in spiritual circles know about these timeless connections.

But how does it play out? When you know it didn’t work before, when you know in past lives it was full of uncertainty, pain and even death.

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How can you just let things unfold when your whole system is craving every single cell of some other being because your whole particles remember them.

Even odder is when you barely even know this person in this current life!

See, my heart sent me on a quest to Hawaii. It commanded me to go away in search of something secret. I truly felt guided, and I went on this heart journey chosen by my soul. I knew I was going to experience something amazing. I swam with dolphins, I sang with the whales, I chilled out with turtles, I chased sharks, and I’m not speaking figuratively. I actually did those things. I followed the rainbows in the path, and I met the most amazing people. And deep down I hoped I was going to meet someone, someone who would change everything I know, that would make this trip truly enchanted. I thought hey, maybe I’ll meet my soul mate there.

As it turns out, Hawaii did have some romantic adventures and I got involved with someone truly amazing and there was love, but not the kind of love I thought I was going to find. Not the kind of love I thought my heart was after.

I made some new connections, some lovely people indeed, and when I returned to London I was very happy and I missed Hawaii and the most magical time I had ever had. The energy of the land and the secrets within it, I was truly home there and I’ll carry it with me forever.

I also thought mmm, my heart was wrong. I didn’t meet that person. I wasn’t sad, I just thought it was just not meant to happen there like I dreamed. But hearts are wise things. They know way more than they let you see.

It wasn’t even a month since Hawaii that something strange started to happen. It was slow and warm, the pieces of this puzzle started appearing right in front of my eyes. I kept in touch with someone, without really knowing why and understanding why I felt so drawn to this person.

I mean, how can you feel so much for someone you don’t even know? How can this be so very real, a feeling that triggers memory, that transcends time and space. Is this love? Is this how it’s suppose to be? Taking over all your being and playing with the vulnerability of your soul?

A small sparkle that can change over into the brightest star ever born, but at the same time so fragile and perfectly fit inside a heart.

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I knew something was happening, but I sure wasn’t prepared to find out this was my twin flame. I sure had no idea of what to do with this information nor how to feel about it.

I don’t even know if twin flames end up together or not.

In what I could see from previous lives shown to me, through visions, is that some of those encounters ended rather badly.

Not only that, this person lives an ocean across me. My mind has worked well in listing one million reasons why I should not even consider the possibility of being together or giving this a chance. But my heart on the other hand can’t have enough of the feeling he brings, so very familiar and at the same intoxicating with joy and peace as well as raising all sorts of uncertainties and old behaviour patterns.

How do you deal with love that is written in the heavens? It’s terrifying to know how powerful this connection is, and how uncertain it can turn out to be.

Have I even learned what I was meant to do in the past lives I had with him? Why is he here again? So many questions of the mind trying to aimlessly figure out what can’t really be explained but only felt.

Well I guess I’ll find out soon. Whatever happens, I can only know in my heart that I know him well and I’m ready to find out what this life has hidden for us.

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With fearless courage to love how love should be. I’m ready to find out the unknown, to touch the heavens’ secrets, and to get to know about him  here, in the present of the now.

Thanks for reading,

Love and Light,

Sabrina Santos 

If you want to read more on Hawaiian tales here is another one : Embarking On A Journey Of The Heart

Breaking Up Addictions

Addiction: noun _ The fact or condition of being addicted to a particular substance or activity.”he committed the offence to finance his drug addiction”Synonym dependency, dependence, craving, habit, weakness, compulsion

The word addiction carries a negative energy; it’s seen very badly. It’s equal to losing control over something. But it’s also mis-seen by humanity.

See, addiction can get confusing. People tend to really attach this word to drugs and bad actions, and forget to look into it in detail. What is an addiction? What can we be addicted to? And, most importantly why are we addicted to something? What is it that we are trying to avoid so badly that we must obsess about something else to avoid facing it?

Why are we so committed to distracting ourselves from dealing with the truth?

Even spirituality can become an addiction, everything that’s an imbalanced behaviour is equally destructive. It isn’t until we understand the extreme importance of Equilibrium and Harmony in every aspect of our lives that we can really break through all sorts of addictions.

Addictions to affection, to attention, to TV , to drugs, addiction to foods..

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What is your drug?

It’s definitely a subject for much consideration. As with many things, we think substituting a negative addiction for a more acceptable one is fine. But, in truth it can be equally bad for oneself and those around.

Addictions get in the way of connecting to the all. They blind us, trapping us into self-limitation, We can’t experience the true flow of abundance when we are trapped in compulsive behaviours.

Recently, I have read how Ayahuasca has been a powerful addiction eradicator. How people whom have really bad addictions such as drugs, from heroine, cocaine and crack to cigarettes and alcohol, have managed to find balance within such destructive patterns.

I can only speak from self experience and how my own addictions have shifted and are still shifting. I can say the transformation is definitely happening.

 I could speak of miracle stories of people I know, but I wanted to focus on the simplicity.

I want to focus on the magical letting go thing that happens when you surrender to going within. I know each one of us has their own unique and sacred journey to follow. However, I wanted to raise the fact that switching addictions is also not a healthy behaviour.

I speak from my own experience. After my Ayahuasca experience, some of my addictions were showed to me while I crawled through hell. I understood that drinking alcohol is a major distraction, and that it allowed me to escape from finding out more about what I was escaping from.  Taking recreational drugs was the next level of escaping. It was like pressing some sort of pause button to not have to deal with whatever I was hiding from myself.  I already wanted to drop those addictions. I say addictions not because I would do them over and over again, but because I’d do them to escape from something. Every time I took drugs it was more obvious how I was avoiding dealing with myself. And how much I hated the fact that I would still choose to do get drunk or high, even though this cycle only created more pain and un-faced issues.

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Why are we so scared to look within and find out about who we truly are?

We all have demons, and it’s much easier to go by avoiding dealing with one’s darkness. Luckily, all those changes I have been through, including the death of my dear brother Leonardo, were part of a transformational path that is taking place.

While Ayahuasca shook me into realisation, Kundalini Yoga was also a major technology that allowed me to drop addictions. I stopped drinking alcohol or taking any recreational drugs and it gave me a chance to see my relationship with it.  My destructive relationship of self-avoidance. It set me free to rise and go within.

It brought out many other addictive behaviour patterns such as co-dependency with intimacy, attention seeking, anger outbursts and many others, which are things I’m still working daily on.

I guess the most important thing is really awareness to be able to observe, so you can have an understanding of why you do this and how it affects you.

I truly encourage you to do some self-exploring, and with kindness look into your addictions. And ask the questions: what am I running from? What is the avoidance I’m trying to hide with this habit?

Ask yourself for guidance, meditate and go into your heart, ask this wise best friend for help. Let it show you. Let it teach balance. Set yourself free to flow in abundance of all life’s gifts, and let go of limitations and embrace things your heart feels is your truth. Open yourself to unconditional love, say no to duality and separation. And, equally important, forgive yourself for every addiction you had, because they were part of your teaching, you chose to experience them to  help you unleash the power within you; the power you hide so well not even you can see.

Thank you for reading,

Love and Light,

Sabrina Santos

Could You Forgive Someone Who Killed A Member Of Your Family?

It’s funny how some things you do, and the ways you behave, are observed by others.

Sometimes you are very unaware of them because you never even had the chance to question or contemplate your behaviour and actions in relation to it. It isn’t until someone reminds you of them or acknowledges your actions that you realise what you have actually done, and how a big transformation has happened in your life.

My life was so hard, even though as a company director I was earning the most money I ever had. I was my own boss, and I ticked all the boxes I thought I needed in my career, working in the city of London “making it”. I was running in the hamster wheel and not understanding why something was missing, and why I felt so damn empty.

My life sure took a turn in December 2011. On the 9th of December, one week before I was going back home to Brazil for Christmas, looking forward to seeing my family, an unexpected event changed everything. Some things you feel with your soul but you’re not sure why; on the Friday I was talking about my brother and how righteous he was, and that he was one of the few policeman in the world I’d put my hand in the fire for.

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From right to left – Leonardo my brother, his wife Elaine, My sister Vanessa , and me Sabrina

When the telephone rang and I heard my mother’s voice trembling I knew something terrible had happened. She passed the phone to my father who said, “ Your Brother has been killed”.

Those words, the ones you never forget, they don’t even sound real because of the absurdity of them. I couldn’t believe it, because in a week he should be picking me up from the airport.  It was like the world stopped turning. The screaming, the crying, I was in London so far away with no one from my family around to hold on to. My mother spoke again and she said call for him and ask for him to calm you down. So I sat on my sofa and this yellow aura-like energy took over my sobbing and my panic, and I was numbed but calm. I truly felt his energy, just like I’m feeling it right now writing this article.

He was cowardly shot dead while working, as a Federal police member it was not a common act. I saw it on TV , I watched the videos online not only of his death but also watched the people who killed him being captured.

 Here it is, online for everyone to see it, It was like watching a movie and it didn’t look real at all but it sure felt real.

Here is when they killed him:

Here is When they caught the murderess:

The people who killed my brother are now in jail, they where sentenced to 26 to 30 years in prison.

Trust me, I don’t like going over this atrocity, but it is part of the point I’m trying to make, the point of transformation in which I am now.

His death has taught me so much, it really has. Incredibly, our connection has increased after his passing and the message it carried really played a major part in changing my life. After his death I went on a journey of starting to learn how to live, how to appreciate life, how to connect with my soul, discovering the truth beyond death, and learning how to forgive.

Yes, learning how to forgive.

It wasn’t until the beginning of this year that I had the chance to contemplate the forgiving. I was watching a documentary called The Dhamma Brothers, where prison inmates take part in a Vipasana meditation programme and go within themselves to understand, to learn, and to forgive.

While watching it, for the first time, I really felt compassion for prisoners. I mean, I always knew society, the childhood story and life itself play a major part in how a human being can turn out and make bad choices. But I never really experienced it in my life. It’s easy to blame it on the system and then say people had no choice when you are not involved in it. But when your dear brother is murdered, well then it’s personal. It made me understand how sad they truly must be inside, how desperate, how dark, and if they had the chance to deeply contemplate their actions, they would know what their actions have done to others, so how would they live with themselves? Well, they would have to have the true courage to forgive themselves for it.

So who am I to even be in the position of judging or forgiving them? They already have their own burden to deal with. I could not even imagine myself carrying it. I could only feel compassion for them. Yes I have forgiven them, but again it’s really not my place as they have to forgive themselves, once they came across their Truth, they will have the understanding.

So yes, I have changed and this gift of forgiveness is not really mine to give to them. I have a hard enough time learning how to forgive myself for everything I do and did. I carry my own burden, not only from this life. Who am I to judge others? It’s not my place. I can only send them love and prayers.

In my transformational process, I gained understanding during an Ayahuasca ceremony. I too was in hell, and I too had to face my demons. I had to see the darkness. Being in this other dimension where you are surrounded by demons, I understood the lower frequencies and distorted emotions that make us prisoners of self. It was a very hard lesson, but I asked to see. When it got too hard, I called for help. I said I have seen enough, please bring me back. Once again that familiar smile came over. Glowing in shimmering light, his hand grabbed mine, and he said come with me I’ll bring you back. My brother grabbed my hand once again, we met in the spiritual world and he pulled me back to this reality.

Taking Ayahuasca had a big impact in my heart opening, and it accelerated my transformational process. I sure have a lot to explore in relation to this experience, but I’ll save it for other articles.

So yes, I have to be really thankful to my brother Leonardo Valgas dos Santos, for his lessons and for his courage.

Forgiving is a powerful thing. So I leave you with this to ponder about.

In Memory of my beloved brother whom is always watching over, Leonardo Leon Valgas dos Santos.

Thank you for reading,

Love and Light

Sabrina  Santos

There are many articles on this crime and they are mostly in Portuguese. It was on TV constantly in our city when it happened http://ndonline.com.br/florianopolis/noticias/55188-assassinato-de-policial-rodoviario-em-2011-vai-a-julgamento-na-segunda-feira.html

Meditating With Whales -Calling Upon the Akashic Records

Majestic animals, giants of the oceans, guardians of wisdom; whales are certainly enchanting, and anyone who may have had the chance to see such animals knows there is something magical about them.

Obviously, magic is everywhere for those whom want to see it. However, when encountering such animals, magic becomes undeniable. They carry this “vibe field” with peace and gentleness, and alongside their wondrous size and strength, just being in their presence can be an experience by itself.

I had the chance to get quite close to such animals earlier this year in Hawaii. They were everywhere in the water, even though the whale season was over, especially in Maui. If you decided to go for a swim in the ocean, soon enough you would start to hear them singing.

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Whale watching in Oahu Hawaii, time to blend energy with this incredible creatures

I made sure to take this opportunity into my soul, and every time I heard those sea giants I would call on their vibration and meditate in their energy.

For those whom do not know, Whales and Dolphins are known as guardians of the Akashic Records. So even when not in their actual presence, it is very powerful to meditate and invoke the energy of such beings.

I was very blessed to be able to see so many whales, in Oahu , in Maui and while crossing the sea towards Molokai. Every single time, I called on their energy and meditated on it.

I would say the most significant moments were while being under water while scuba diving, free diving, or simply going for a swim. The sounds were so beautiful and peaceful that they made everything around so still and calm. My body would vibrate, but unlike the dolphin experience, this was different, equally powerful, and though greatly peaceful and inert, I felt at rest and fulfilled. All chakras felt balanced and energised, the crown chakra felt as if it was expanding, but very different from the dolphin blending.

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Like anything else, to blend with their energy intention is the most important aspect. Saying your intention out loud is easy, just invite them to come in, invite them into your energy field, start communicating with your thoughts, open your heart, send your vibration to them and set yourself free to feel their magic.

When you do things with your heart and invite nature in, things become very easy. We were told it would be unlikely to see many whales as the season was over, but once you set your intentions, everything is possible.

The giant was very happy to say hi and put on a little show J.

“The cetaceans’ spiritual mission, to embody in huge bulk and inhabit your oceans where they absorb and anchor the light beamed to the planet from distant civilizations, soon will have been fulfilled. These whale and dolphin souls, which species-wide are the most highly-evolved spiritually and intellectually on your planet, will soar to their original light stations when they leave physically, but they will continue to grace your planet with their love energy.”  _ Mathews 

Thanks for reading,

Love and Light,

Sabrina Santos

Journeys Of The Heart – Finding The Keys To Your Own Power

“The key to your universe is that one you can choose.” _  Frederick Carl Frieseke

What is your thing? That thing that makes you weak but also makes you strong, that thing that when it happens you don’t care about anything else?

Mine?

That’s an easy answer: mine is Love.

Love is the power that moves me. It stops everything around me.

Love for life, Love for others, Love for myself.

Love is the answer to all my questions.

How so? Well, every unwanted feeling comes from the lack of love for something, any discomfort comes from the inability to love something and fully understand it.

Therefore, the contrary is imperative: Love is the force that makes everything alive. When Love is present, even the mundane transmute into magical, the ordinary is commanded to no longer be, and every moment becomes uniquely spectacular.

But, how can this be achieved? To live in Love?

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“Love is the master key which opens the gates of happiness.”- Oliver Wendell Holmes 

I’m no expert. I’m just starting to immerse myself into this unknown divinity. Letting go of pre conceptions and embracing love as a way of being. I’m very far from mastering it.  What I do know is that awareness plays a key role in this process.

Allow yourself to identify when a lack of love is present, and immediately rise the self-questioning. Why do I dislike this? What is my resistance to this situation? Why is fear present?

Equally important is to acknowledge that the situation will keep presenting itself until you have dealt with its impact in you/self.

Recently I have heard from people from all over the planet who say that relationships are here so we can learn. Everyone that’s part of our lives is here to teach us. To reject or to run is only going to make this situation repeat itself and return. If you have a problematic relationship, deciding to walk away from it will only benefit you in the short term; as you can be sure that the universe will bring someone else into your life or a similar situation so you can break old patterns.

Once you have mastered this inner battle, there will no longer be the need to repeat these situations, as you will then be presented with new ones; which will be part of your new development.

People have different ways to grow. Some may use different keys, such as forgiveness, compassion, righteousness to name but a few. In my case I’ve chosen love, which in my opinion is what is behind any great key. Unconditional loving is the most powerful thing I have come across, and in my understanding it is behind everything, because it is the source of everything.

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Have you stopped to contemplate this? What is your key? Your thing? The thing that makes you?

Maybe it is time to start unlocking the true power within yourself.

Thanks for reading,

Love and Light,

Sabrina Santos

Connecting With Dolphins – Hawaiian Magic, A Journey Of The Heart

“Dolphins are our co-creators and co-evolvers. We learn from each other and assist one another on our awakening journey.” – Edward MillsAbundant Mystic

First stop Oahu. Intention: Go swimming with dolphins and whales…

The first thing I noticed when I landed in Hawaii was the energy. It was very different.. It immediately slowed you down. Or should I say it slowed me down.

I’m writing these things as an observer, and sometimes I don’t realise that not everyone around me is having the same experience. It makes me wonder why. Why isn’t everyone feeling this wonderful connection to the Earth? Am I the crazy Shaman going around the world feeling the energy of places? Maybe so. Still, I would not change a thing, but I wish everyone could just feel it and at least experience a tiny bit of these magical moments.

The more I go into my own true self, the more I understand the meaning of letting go and trusting; allowing life to unfold and understanding the mystery behind each moment lived.

In Oahu, I truly wanted to see Whales and Dolphins, and even though they said Whale season was over I still hoped in my heart to have the chance to see them.

I wanted to meditate with their energy, I wanted to be able to access the Akashic records in person, to feel that energy and to explore what happens when you connect with animals in person and blend with their energy.

For some reason, I thought it would be very easy just to go in the water and swim with dolphins and whales, so it was a shock when I found out that you are not allowed to in most islands; not even to enter the water if they are around, and you must keep your distance or else you will get fined.

However, in Oahu you can go in the water nearby dolphins and if you are lucky they might come near you.

Well, I thought to myself, let’s see what happens! I was a little disappointed. I thought it would be dead easy to just get close to them and invite them to connect and meditate with me.

We all hopped on the boat and were given fairly direct instructions not to dive towards them or do anything to disturb the dolphins; you are just in the water while they swim by.

So, there I was looking down the crystal clear Hawaiian waters, looking at those kind-looking animals and inviting them with my mind to come and blend with my energy. Suddenly, my body started to tingle and the energy started to vibrate all around it.

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As I looked below there they were coming towards me – picture taken by Sabrina Santos

I looked down, and from the distance they became closer and closer, approaching me with grace. I was so excited I did not know what to do. I had a camera in my hand and I didn’t even realise I was filming it.

My crown chakra was so open that the top of my head was buzzing and I was high on life. When the dolphins came so very close to me that I connected with their vibration, the feeling was hard to describe. That happens when you have no recollection of certain feelings in this current life!

I was so blissfully excited that I didn’t even think of reaching out my hand to see if they would allow me to touch them. I just meditated and looked into their eyes, with my whole body shaking full of energy and amusement. They came very close, said hi, and just like that they left.

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They looked right into my eyes and I was sure they could see my soul and read my mind and feel my heart – Sabrina Santos

I’ll never forget this moment.

Later on, in deeper waters, we met another group of dolphins. Once again I was blessed; this time the waters were very dark blue so it was hard to see on the camera, but my eyes are never going to forget this scene. I was further away from the others and saw so many dolphin pods that I could not count them. Over 50, maybe even over 70, all swimming below me in such a magical moment.

My energy was so clean and pure, just by writing about it I can feel it again.

It was time to return, and I was very content to have seen the dolphins that I didn’t even care about the fact I wasn’t going to see whales .. But there was certainly more to come.

Here is this whole  experience in video:

If you wish to read more, here is part 2 Connecting with Whales and sea turtles.

All the pictures and videos were taken by myself while living this dream.

Many Thanks for reading.

Love and Light,

Sabrina Santos

When I experienced The Kambo Spirit

I was born in the Amazon forest, Santarem Para Brazil to be more precise. My mother’s family live there, and my father’s family live in south Brazil. Although I was born there I grew up in the south of Brazil in a city called Florianopolis by the beach. It’s a massive contrast from one town to the other, with an 8-hour flight between cities!

However, in my school holidays Mum and I would go up north and visit her family while Dad stayed south working. As a kid, I had no idea of how these experiences would reflect, impact and mould my life in the future.  I played with my cousins in the Amazon river, we ran into the jungle at times and discovered much about the forest; not even aware of its majesty and its powers and dangers.

What really gets to me is the fact that, as a kid, I had no fear. We jumped into the muddy waters of the Amazon river not worrying about the dangers; piranhas, anacondas, alligators and many other massive predatory creatures that were right in the river.

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Anacondas live in the Amazon river

I had to move all the way to London to find out more about the spiritual power of the forest. It was like it was calling me back.. As if home was calling me back.

Last Friday, the 20th of March, I had the great opportunity to once again merge with the spirit of the forest. In such a special cosmic day, where Earth, Sun and Moon were all in harmony, I too was looking into myself and finding stillness.

I had heard about Kambo before, but never really had a chance to learn more about it or experience it, not until last Friday; when I met the Frog Spirit.

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The poison is extracted from the fearless Frog for administration of the Shaman

Things always happen in the way they are supposed to. I was trying to change my flight to the 20th but it turned out I wasn’t able to re-schedule it, not even if I paid the extra fees. I was a little annoyed by it, but my spirit guides told me not to worry and said they had something in store for me. A day later I was invited by Maren Lander to take part in this Kambo ceremony that should be happening on Friday the 20th.

I was very sure this was meant to be; even so I made sure to ask my Shaman and other trustworthy people in my life about the ceremony. I guess it’s always nice to be reassured on your decisions. I read more about the power of Kambo and got ready for the ride.

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Sabrina Santos – My Kambo Warrior points

When it comes to any spiritual ceremony, intention is the most important thing. My intention was to clean my body of toxins and get it ready for my next spiritual journey – the journey of the heart – I’m off to Hawaii on Tuesday the 24th for a personal quest of the heart.

While I waited with the others taking part in the ceremony, I was wondering how hard it would be. And not knowing what to expect, it’s one thing to read about it, but another thing entirely to actually do it!

Another crucial point of any ceremony is the Shaman. It’s very important to feel connected to the person performing any spiritual ceremony. They will be guiding you into this journey and looking after your soul, making sure it comes back to your body once it’s all over. You need to feel safe and trust this person; you don’t want to leave any part of your spiritual body behind when you return from this energetic expansion.

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Shardai the Shaman preparing the altar for the ceremony

Anyway, the ceremony was very intense and also painful as I had to deal with a great amount of pain and letting go. I had some visions which are very hard to remember; it looked like some sort of tribe working by the river.. I do not recall what place or time, but I was too busy fighting the purging and the pain. As I said it was intense, the Shaman was very aware of my struggle and made sure I was protected and encouraged me to let go of the pain together with all the toxins I had been holding on to.

After the purging came the stillness and the lightness. The feeling of wanting to dance in the jungle with the spirit of the frog.

I’m still processing this experience before deciding if I’ll do the next two ceremonies recommended. So far I would say yes. I’m up for it.

Anyway, in case you want to know more, here is more on my Kambo experience:

If you want to know more about Kambo, get in touch.

May the spirits of the forest connect you with mother nature, may they cleanse your body so you can elevate your frequencies and be in sync with the source and life.

If you wish to contact Shardai from Kambo Healing, the amazing Shaman who is performing Kambo ceremonies here is her email : shardai1122@gmail.com

Thanks for reading,

Love and Light,

-Sabrina Santos

Embarking On A Journey Of The Heart

“It’s impossible said pride. It’s risky said experience. It’s pointless said reason. Give it a try whispered the HEART!” _Unknown Heart

If you are familiar with my articles, you will discover that I’m a person of the heart. But what does that actually mean?

It means I went through a big heart chakra opening transformation. It properly started a year ago in October 2014 after my Ayahuasca Ceremony. My heart started to expand. I had many symptoms, and I’m sure if you have experienced this you will be familiar with what happens. Burning sensations, energetic vibrations on your chest, emotional overload and pain.. loads of physical pain.. The chakra is expanding and it hurts, no kidding.

Anyway, it has been a roller coaster. My heart got more and more.. how can I put it .. ALIVE.

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I’m not going to talk about the darkest night in this article. Or the suffering of it. I want to talk about the beauty.

The beauty of having an open heart, or an opening heart, is for sure the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me. To actually be able to listen, and when I say listen I don’t speak in a figurative way, nope, at times I can actually listen to my heart as a clear voice and a living thing demanding things, guiding me into actions and loving what it wants to love.

I’ve always been fascinated by Hawaii and I never knew why. I always thought it was a combination of things nature, dreamy beaches or adventure sports. It turns out those were just a fraction of what this amazing place has to offer.

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Hawaii is a very strong place in the world’s energetic vortex. Which means it has a “magical frequency”. As a vortex, it has intense powers and gateways to other dimensions where we can access and harvest this energy.

“Chakra points and vortexes/vortices reflect the full spectrum of possibilities for humans to align and expand. They represent the collective “higher self” frequencies of your microcosmic body and energetic field. You will be attracted to certain locations to pick up and merge with the specific vibrations presently needed for your growth and evolution.  The frequencies of these locations live within you, even if you are on the other side of the planet!”

When my heart started talking to me and telling me to go to Hawaii on a journey, it didn’t come as a surprise. See, Hawaii is considered the Heart Chakra of the world! The Haleakalā volcano on Maui matches the Schumann Resonance at 7.8 cycles per second, the same resonance as our hearts and the natural state of Earth.

This place is also known to be where the ancient Lemurian civilization lived. Again, this civilization runs on the 5th dimensional energy, which again is linked with the heart vibration.

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World’s Hearth Chakra _Haleakalā in Maui Hawaii

So here I go, to start exploring this frequency and follow my heart into this journey on a two week excursion into the depths of Hawaii, just me and my heart.

I’ll be sure to share this incredible experience with you, and wherever my heart takes me I’ll be going with love and faith into life and its mysteries.

There is a saying by Confucius that really is my motto at the moment. It says: “Wherever you go, go with your heart.”

If you want to read more on other World vortexes here is a link:

http://harmoniousearth.org/earths-major-chakra-points-and-vortexes-the-sacred-sites/

Thanks for reading,

Love and Light,

-Sabrina Santos 

The Solar Eclipse Kundalini Experience

“Nations, like stars, are entitled to eclipse. All is well, provided the light returns and the eclipse does not become endless night. Dawn and resurrection are synonymous. The reappearance of the light is the same as the survival of the soul.”_ Victor Hugo

Rebirthing, we are all  in constant reinvention, down to the very cells of our body constantly regenerating themselves… Like nature itself, we too go through cyclical periods in our life, some more constant and significant than others.

However, as nature, we too are subject to major energy recycling and upgrades.

Being a Scorpio, I’m very used to the word rebirth, so with the Spring equinox together with a full solar eclipse coming up on March the 20th, I’ve got a little experience to share with you all.

Last year, in April 2014, we had a solar eclipse. It was the very first time I decided to embrace the energy and power of this phenomenon and meditate on it. I wasn’t prepared for the power of the Kundalini awakening. I searched online for a meditation on it, and I came across the following link:

I felt very connected to the meditation and went to bed after it. While sleeping, my body started to burn up. I was dreaming about the sun.. I was sunbathing on its energy, and I love sunbathing, so I thought it was a cool dream to have together with the solar eclipse.

I woke up in the middle of the night and I felt sunburnt and very hot. I also had a fever.. I didn’t know what was going on. But I knew something strange was taking place. In the following 7 days I was very ill, burning up in bed with fever and no energy. I cried and I was weak; I needed help looking after myself. It has always been hard for me to ask for help as I’m “so independent”.. The fact is I never like to show my weak side or softness, and I try to hide it.

This experience taught me a lot about myself and my fears, as well as a strong energetic upgrade in my body frequency as well as intuitive sensitivity.

I didn’t even know about Kundalini Yoga or the Kundalini energy itself, but it found me…

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It took over my body; it knew what I was looking for. Rebirth, connection to mother earth, letting go of the old and surrendering to the sun.

Later in the year, in October 2014, I had a series of upgrades, and guess what was happening during that time? Again, another solar eclipse. The same events pushed me into Kundalini and I started practicing Kundalini Yoga, which led me to a whole new frequency and way of being.

I guess in modern times, people forget the power of these events and how much we can use, connect and benefit from them.

This year again, and in double dose with the Solar eclipse together with the spring equinox, will allow those who want to surrender to the source use this energy in their favour and upgrade their body’s energy.

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 The changes are already in the air, I’ve heard from others experiencing the same intensity such as losing track of time, it seems time has been in super speed;  there are also people reporting intense night experiences, being woken up by light – this is reserved to awaken and non-awaken people.

The fact is the energy is in the air. Believe it or not. It has a major impact in our inner and collective system. Even from a scientific point of view, the sun is responsible for life on earth as well as mutations in conjunction to evolution itself.

“Some people would claim that things like love, joy and beauty belong to a different category from science and can’t be described in scientific terms, but I think they can now be explained by the theory of evolution.” _Stephen Hawking

Thanks for reading,

Love and Light,

-Sabrina Santos